Realitatea miroase a scortisoara

Ma simt uneori ca si cum as trai alta viata.
Ca si cum, Ioana ar ramane undeva in urma, iar eu nu as fi decat altceva. 

De parca un soi de magie m-ar transforma intr-o creatura cu puteri incredibile, care isi are ca aghiotanti doua pisici.
Si care in drum spre intalnirea cu Fat-Frumos, merge pe strazi infrigurate, iar in privirile ei totul se transforma in ceva mai frumos si plin de sens. 

Pentru noua creatura, reclama unei farmacii se transforma intr-o sursa de lumina trepidândă, apusul mov aminteste de lupte glorioase, iar ceata ascunde printre ea surprize nebanuite, care dau tarcoale realitatii dorind sa o inghita. 

Becurile strazii lumineaza ca felinarele de demult, iar 335-ul devine o trasura ce razbate ceata, spre a duce creatura in acel loc unde miroase a scortisoara. 

Beautiful Dangerous - Slash & Fergie

Another Fergie, same Slash.

Rezultat incredibil :)

Teama cea mare

Nimic nu e mai greu pe lumea asta decat singuratatea.
De aceea mi-e frica de batranete, nu doar pentru ca m-ar lasa corpul, ci pentru ca daca as avea "norocul" de a trai mai mult, as ajunge sa-i vad pierind pe toti din jur.

Dupa ce toti pleaca, sa ramai singur intr-o casa, decat cu tv-ul, o pisica si amintirile si sa simti apasarea casei asupra ta. 
E groaznic sa vezi asta la cineva pe care iubesti si sa stii ca orice ai face, prezenta ta nu e decat o farama ce nu compenseaza golul. 

Pe toti ne paste asta. Pentru ca toti, cel putin intr-un ultim moment, vom fi singuri.

Intr-un ocean

O cafea cu lapte dimineata.

Rasarit filtrat prin perdeaua mea cu stelute.

Aramiu in casa, aramiu si afara.

O sarutare calda pe ceafa cand nu ma astept.

O fiinta care toarce la gatul meu.

Si zambet...

"Heavy In Your Arms" - Florence & The Machine

Ritm obsedant.

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across the ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait,
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand,
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound

My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall
My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. So heavy in your arms

This will be my last confession
"I love you" never felt like any blessing
Whisper it like it's a secret
Uttered to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart